Something doesn’t feel right!
My mind is buzzing full of ideas, and there isn’t enough time to get them out, I want something good to come and take off and take me away from all this.
It’s not happening fast enough, I need the blogs to take off, posts to go viral, and I need equipment so that I can start my Podcast. I need YouTube subscribers. I need a bikini body, more social media followers, more things to review on my blog, and a holiday.
I’ve been feeling a bit strange for almost two weeks, and I can’t explain it, it’s like I’m crashing.
I’ve been suffering from pain in the throat and fatigue with hot and cold sweats. Mood wise I’ve been irritable and impatient.
I haven’t been to the gym much since last Tuesday, as I missed Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday due to the snow and not feeling well.
I went back to the gym on Sunday, but I struggled with cardio, I didn’t go to the gym yesterday, but I went swimming.
Today I managed a HIIT session, and I ran a mile on the treadmill, but I was extremely slow.
I’m a little annoyed because I was supposed to be going to see my family with mum, but due to the snow and mum not feeling up to it our trip was cancelled again.
Mum isn’t off until June, so we now have to wait to see if she is well enough to travel in 3 months.
By then, she should have had her stent changed and maybe even her hip. I hope the hip operation doesn’t fall too close to the Ed Sheeran concert at Wembley on June 17th.
My uncle has stage three bladder cancer, and we are hoping that his chemo treatment will be over when we see him next.
He also has to have radiotherapy, which sounds a little scary.
Tomorrow would have been Gran’s 95th birthday, and I bought a chime for the grave.
This Sunday is also Mother’s Day, but Mum has to work as she couldn’t get the day off.
I remember March 2009, when mum and I spent the day before Mother’s Day with Gran, and we watched Ireland win the Six Nations grand slam.
We went home on Mothering Sunday that year, and it was also the last Mother’s Day gran ever had.
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